I had to re-read this after I finally went and read Coming Undone and Inside Out as I thought that the second time I read it I might enjoy it that little bit more. Sadly that was totally false. I still didn't like it all that much. Adrian is still an idiot and Gillian is still to soft and weak where Adrian was concerned and I found myself just as annoyed as I was the first time reading it thinking Gillian should have been harder on Adrian and Adrian should have had to grovel a whole lot more than he actually did because I felt he got away with his awful behaviour far to frequently for my liking and I really had to wonder what his real problem was because at the end of it was nowhere near as good or as nice as his brother Brody and I felt his attitude really wasn't justified as I first thought after the previous stories.